jodikins87

Everyone feels alone one time or more in their life, sometimes it can be soothing but most of the time it just hurts. It hurts when you feel like you cant turn to anyone, it hurts to feel like no one understands or recognise's the pain that your going through, it hurts when all you have is yourself. You can have loads of people in your life and still feel alone, you can wake up next to the same person everyday and still feel alone ... how can you change that? How can you get rid of that empty feeling inside that just seems to be getting bigger and bigger? I want my life to be better, i want my life to mean something, i want to be happy, so

Im very excited! Today im going for a meeting at my sons possible new school!! I cant wait!!! Me and his dad have been considering moving him for quite a while, the school he's in now, is not the school for him and i think there holding him back in all aspects. Hopefully he'll be going to St Pats, i went there, when i was choosing school's for him when he was younger, St pats was the one school i didnt want to him to go to because i'd wanna send him there for reasons that didnt matter bcoz i had a great time at that school .... that was 12 years ago! things change. But i wish i had thought about it more coz the school he's at atm is not the

Have you ever had to put your feelings and pain aside to support other people? of coarse you have, then you'll know how much it sucks. Atm i just feel like hiding away and staying in bed all day everyday ... but i cant. Im trying to be supportive and there for my family and i know the last thing they need is my issues pilled onto their own, so here i am writing it down on here instead, hoping it'll help, hoping no one i know see's this, hoping things will just get better. I am feeling so lost atm and down, everything is getting to me and just upsets me so much, i worry about the smallest things and get angry about nothing, obviously i know